Anonymous asked: Please don't cut. Find something else to do to make you feel better. Cutting will just make you feel better for a moment then you will feel worse.
Right now I’m ripping paper…and typing this out. It’s kind of distracting me, but not really. I’m going to wait until it’s not so hot outside to run. I still feel disgusting. I can’t think of anything to make me feel better.
I know that cutting doesn’t make anything better. It doesn’t get rid of the fat on my body. It doesn’t make me any thinner. It just makes me lose blood and gain scars. I don’t really care though.
Still, maybe I’ll make it to four days clean.